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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Melissa Birthday: 11/14/1990 Gender: Female Message: message me AIM: kbcxlovexfoxlife MSN: TornXApartByLove@hotmail.com Yahoo: Kelly_fan_for_life Member Since: 6/4/2006

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Sunday, August 02, 2009

a poem.

I'm sick and tierd
Of wasting my tears on you
Casting a blind eye
On your own shadow
It's only polite to cry at a funeral
Empty arms, darkened words
I will not let you corrupt me
Ruining a life while fulfilling your needs
I hope someday you see the damage
The nights I cried myself to sleep
My first contact with the knife
Long conversations with the Reaper
With God holding His breath
You have broken me more than any pain
Failing at your job of comfort
I will not hide in the darkness anymore
For tonight I will step in the light
Watching you laugh at my tears
I will drown myself in hopelessness
And be buried away in the ground
You will no longer be burdened
By another hopless case
I hope when I die
You'll be happy for once
You won't have to deal with

A mistake

That mistake was me...

needless to say; I miss Timothy;
I miss him being MINE.

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btw, visit youtube.
my username is kbcxlove90
Kelly Clarkson spit on my friend & I at the concert we
went to! and she signed our poster.

^^ I wish I could be this happy. ..but that'll never happen again.

The Poster

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Wednesday, June 17, 2009

	tear after tear after tear... I don't understand why; Everyone else gets what they want; WHY CAN'T I HAVE WHAT I WANT. my love is never ending. is all this pain worth it ? to me- yes it is.
	1:59 PM - 3 views - add eprops - add comments - email it

Thursday, June 11, 2009

	random picture while babysitting :] I LOVE YOU TIMOTHY.
	11:22 PM - 30 views - 4 eprops - 2 comments - email it

Sunday, June 07, 2009

	Tryin Loose Weight. i love you timothy.
	4:08 AM - 10 views - 2 eprops - 2 comments - email it

Saturday, May 30, 2009

	READ &+ myspace. READ ENTRY BELOW PLEASE. www.myspace.com/kbc_owns_miss_melissa please visit the myspace add me.
	3:57 AM - 5 views - email it

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a poem.

tear after tear after tear...

Tryin Loose Weight.

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